The Return of Non-Sensei
How long's it been? A little more than 2 months.
Way too long.
A lot's changed in two months. A death in the family, an appraisal of my life, an appreciation of life, a change of scenery. No small changes, these.
One day in early May, I was dying to write. A eulogy. But I did not, then. I will now.
One day in early June, I was dying to write about the turn my life has taken. How I am seeing things differently. I didn't then, I will now.
I have time now. I had always planned to use this time to write more. Maybe here, maybe elsewhere.
For better or worse, I don't think anyone reads these words anymore. So they will be for me.
Good.
Everyday, I sit in the bus. It's usually raining outside, and I watch people on the roads. I look at their faces.
And everyday I think, this is a country of people just waiting to die.
And mine is a country of people just dying to live.
An existential angst that just won't go away.
^
Way too long.
A lot's changed in two months. A death in the family, an appraisal of my life, an appreciation of life, a change of scenery. No small changes, these.
One day in early May, I was dying to write. A eulogy. But I did not, then. I will now.
One day in early June, I was dying to write about the turn my life has taken. How I am seeing things differently. I didn't then, I will now.
I have time now. I had always planned to use this time to write more. Maybe here, maybe elsewhere.
For better or worse, I don't think anyone reads these words anymore. So they will be for me.
Good.
Everyday, I sit in the bus. It's usually raining outside, and I watch people on the roads. I look at their faces.
And everyday I think, this is a country of people just waiting to die.
And mine is a country of people just dying to live.
An existential angst that just won't go away.
^
spouted by Non-Sensei at 6/15/2007 09:36:00 AM
13 Comments:
welcome back.
how it is treating new location?
good 2 c u back :)
So where be the words you promise?
write.
and this time, for you.
(i'll still come by and read. =D heehee.)
well well, whaddaya know.. :-)
Aus : new location is treating ok. bloody wet miserable country...
capri angel : thank you :)
AC : around here somewhere. i may have to look a bit.
thrush : :)
hope the change of scenery translates to a change in outlook too bud ..
howz life been treating you ...
long time since i spoke to you .. you have a number?
welcome back Nonsense boy. this is utter nonsense that you've been away so long.
But:
1.) sorry for your loss
2.) hope the changes that are, are sitting well in your head
3.) waiting for your longish [we hope] posts
4.) go on... start writing.
Oh AND! what is this new country you've gone to? Much curiosity.
And welcome back...
you cant be in London cause it aint raining much but who am I kidding it most definatley rains more days than not...
Anyhow, god speed and well for another time...
PS: word verification... DAM wed(read t, DAMN WET);D
Naturally, you update the one week when I can't do the daiy check.
Welcome back.
@h : thank you. :-)
im in the country Russell Peters calls 'The Motherland'. :-)
@t: but, naturally. :-)
*daily.
Whywhywhywhywhy :(
I forgot to tell you, I too love russell peters.
have you managed to see a show? I envy you, nonsense boy.
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